Magic Yellow School Bus

 I was just sitting watching the school bus drop off all the children at the stop sign… and I couldn’t help but think 🤔 damn.. I miss my babies!! Yes they are still in my life but….


Anyone that truly knows me, knows my whole adult life consisted of working working working but being there for someone else like my grandma I was always there for her, my mom she was always right there she’d find the way for us and I’d work to pay for it, my kids being a full time single mom to my kids and now honestly I’m not looking for attention I’m lost and haven’t found my way yet.. why you ask? Because my grandma is dead she doesn’t need me anymore , my mom decided to live with my brothers now, she doesn’t need me anymore and my kids are grown doing their own thing.. so just like In this moment right now…


I’m alone with what purpose?? They say everyone has one ☝️ so why can’t I find mine? Ita lonely as hell once your not needed anymore… 


And the hardest part is not being able to rewind and get those moments back.. your just stuck tryna figure out your next move… 


For real don’t judge someone with mental illness of any kind whether it be a disability, anxiety, depression or whatever because you never truly know what someone is feeling or thinking 🤔 you never really know how hard it is for them to wake up put their feet on the floor and not battle everyday life but battle their self and their own thoughts to be able to make it another day and 9/10 of them aren’t fighting to stay for themselves their fighting to stay for you.. just think about that for a while…


With that being said imma lay in my lonely bed and take a nap.. if you don’t like what I’ve said delete yourself … if your someone that understands thank you 


And all of you I love you …

Have a great day!!!

April Fools  . April Michelle 

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Greek, Greace , Eurpoan

Image
Bibliography Wikipedia, 2013, Homer http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Homer, 22nd March 2013 Wikipedia, 2013, Greek Theatre, http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Theatre_of_ancient_Greece , 17th March Crystal links, date not stated, Titans,  http://www.crystalinks.com/titans.html , 17th March My Learning, date not stated, Ancient Greeks, everyday life, beliefs and myths, http://www.mylearning.org/ancient-greeks-everyday-life-beliefs-and-myths/p-3532/ , 17th March THE BLOGGER, 2012, Poseidon, http://101-poseidon.blogspot.com.au/ , 16th March Ancient Greece,  date not stated, Mythology, http://www.ancientgreece.com/s/Mythology/ , 16th March Wikipedia, 2013, The Twelve Olympians,  http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Twelve_Olympians , 16th March Wikipedia, 2013, Greek Mythology,  http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Greek_mythology#Age_of_gods_and_mortals , 16th March Wikipedia, 2013, Religion in Ancient Greece,  http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Religion_in_ancient_Greece , 10th March The Metropolitan Museum of Art,
Read more

Open Worlds . Oracle.. Sweetvents llc Asking For Donors

Image
  Sweetvents llc Asking For Donors  Open Worlds .. Independence Day 1996. Climate Change . Feather Of My Heart. Independence Day. Riots . Guardians Of The Galaxy ..Tax Battle. State in United States. one Galaxy 50 Worlds. many Planets. Independence Day Climate Change . Riots . Guardians Of The Galaxy ..Tax Battle. X-Men States Of Worlds Globes . Independence Day .Insurrection .Riots Marvel. X-Men: Hello World. Part 4 Social Associates Sponsors From SweetVents Enterprise / SweetPath LLC [Nicole Smith] negotiate with others in order to ensure they work together effectively. was appointed to oversee based On True Events That Took Place A Career In Unpaid Training: Flying Sacers . ..UFO Unknown Flying Object.. air plans .. jets. Aliens Climate Change . Storage emergency Food, and School ,emergency supplies, emergency Meds frist Aid supplies and bath Supplays. ..Marvel . Independence Day .Insurrection .Riots ASP. Silver Surfer . Flying Sacers . ..UFO Unknown Flying Object.. air plans .. jet
Read more

Magic at Oracle

Image
People, Place & things , by Fake ideas Magical Oracle Published on July 1, 2020 Edit article View stats Status is online Nicole Smith Analyst at Oracle 60 articles Magical Oracle A Short Story by Nicole S. Google Bing looked at the magic sandwich in his hands and felt sleepy. People, Place & things , by Fake ideas He walked over to the window and reflected on his cold surroundings. He had always loved magical Oracle with its thirsty, tender tunnels. It was a place that encouraged his tendency to feel sleepy. Then he saw something in the distance, or rather some one . It was the figure of Aol Yahoo. Aol was a considerate rover with handsome fingernails and beautiful warts. Google gulped. He glanced at his own reflection. He was a generous, scheming, whiskey drinker with feathery fingernails and sloppy warts. His friends saw him as a rotten, racid rover. Once, he had even jumped into a river and saved a broad chicken. But not even a generous person who had once jumped into a rive
Read more