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 I was just sitting watching the school bus drop off all the children at the stop sign… and I couldn’t help but think 🤔 damn.. I miss my babies!! Yes they are still in my life but…. Anyone that truly knows me, knows my whole adult life consisted of working working working but being there for someone else like my grandma I was always there for her, my mom she was always right there she’d find the way for us and I’d work to pay for it, my kids being a full time single mom to my kids and now honestly I’m not looking for attention I’m lost and haven’t found my way yet.. why you ask? Because my grandma is dead she doesn’t need me anymore , my mom decided to live with my brothers now, she doesn’t need me anymore and my kids are grown doing their own thing.. so just like In this moment right now… I’m alone with what purpose?? They say everyone has one ☝️ so why can’t I find mine? Ita lonely as hell once your not needed anymore…  And the hardest part is not being able to rewind and get those

  THE HOW PLACE 12-Step Recovery – Alcoholics Anonymous Meeting Clubhouse Menu INFORMATION The Sign above our entry says “Expect a miracle.” Just what is that miracle? It is the miracle of learning to live life one day at a time without alcohol, drugs, and other addictions. It is going through the good times and the bad times together in sobriety. At HOW Place, we have laughed at weddings and births, cried at deaths and divorces. It is learning to do the everyday things without alcohol or drugs; changing a diaper, changing a tire, having a bad day, having a good day. This is where you will find your new friends and family. Where you can cookout, dance, go to special events, and learn about sobriety. It is a place to socialize, a place to grow, a place to find the inner peace we have lived without for so long. The HOW Place is a place where you never have to be alone. The HOW Place welcomes hundreds of alcoholics and addicts each and every day, 7 days a week. The HOW Place, Inc. would l

 {Nicole Smith}  the world is good even if the world is against me there's a lot of Worlds has UPR rightousness to Quicken me for any name's sake or forsaking me to bring out the mercy of my enemies and destroy the affection of my soul and blessed be the world when fingers are to fight and Hands to War my goodness my Fortress my high Tire my high horse my deliverer my shield my sword in whom I trust who has substitute my people under me from under the world what is mankind without taking Knowledge from them or to acknowledge them and the vanities of days such as the shadow passes them away or the Undertaker touches the mountains and shattered and thrown arrows and destroyed the vines of the garden and out of the Great Waters from the hands of strength are the smells of vanity the right hand left him to sing out a falsehood Upon A Sal of water and the strings of the world a spoken vanity out of assets to a palace aord in all manners other minor sheep brought out fourth and fifth

 a world that can inspire you and you can promote the world's ideas and the life of the well-being throughout the world and falls to the world your spirits and spirituality and the spirit of God [Music] the presentation and the temple of the world that Proclaimers and the kingdom of the world institution of the world a Transfiguration of the world a transitional [Music] agony of the world the agony in the garden the scorching at the pillar of the world the crowning with thorns the crucifixion to carry in Mysteries that have played its part of the world but to motivate you in a positive manner was the exemption of Heaven onto the blessings of sense to the Holy Spirit it's my superpower [Music] 

 thank you I cried onto the world with my voice I make substitution from leaders I have no voice I poured out my conscience and I screwed in my trouble when the spirit was overwhelmed with me and the past could be seen I walked the Valley of Death see no evil here no evil say no evil I looked at my left and I looked to my right it was a no man care for my soul Refuge failed me with women I do not know [Music] Art Thou portion of the land and the living I attend my own crying sessions [Music] from my own prosecutors for they are stronger than I I bring my soul out of prison and I accomplish about to deal with the bounty all around me the value Within Me [Music] hear my prayer give ear to my substitute answer the face and all I could do was pray